my heart is numb

doesn’t feel a thing

on a day like this 

can’t feel a light from above

when the sky is so ever grey

the winter days get colder 

ever since I see you slender 

waiting for you to come home 

with shivering feet and fingers 

things I see become still pictures 

things I hear become a broken poem 

what I do is so automatic being like a puppet doll 

on a window I spell haven help!

 with a warmth of my breath still left 

Oh yes! the Sun came out of the clouds 

and send the love light as much as it breaks the screen 

a broken glass cuts my finger and I breed

the fresh red made me feel alive 

but it was all in my mind 

on a cold grey day like this